Just this past weekend, I put the final touches on the Phoenix Rebirth, the last book of the Dies Irae Cycle. Let me just say that when I wrote the epilogue chapter, it gave me all the feels. I had waited to write this chapter until I did many rounds of edits because I knew that it was going to hit me that it was done.
I first conceived the story for the first book in 2005 and started writing it while still being a college kid. I knew what I wanted this first book to be, but I didn’t have the greatest plan of how I wanted the entire series to go. It wasn’t until 2014 that I knew what direction the series would go and how I wanted it to end. It was around that time when I added Hunter as a character and her love story with Brynn. It was when I changed the overall story and the setting. I would call that my turning point – the burning grow within me to actually sit down and write.
It is nearly the end of 2016 and I can say that I am proud with, not only the story, but my enthusiasm for the project. I had to re-write the first book and I also had part of book two written before said turning point, but in the past two years, I have written nearly three full books (2 in this year alone!). And that is an amazing feat to accomplish. Writing isn’t easy, but because I had a great story to tell, it wasn’t all that hard. I would churn out a chapter of 3,000 words+ in a day when I was on my game. Overall, my four books are 481,000 words with 16 Points of View characters – 14 of which have at least five or more chapters in their arc.
I know I am not done with the world of the Dies Irae because I am going full out in trying to find an agent or publisher (or self-publish if those don’t pan out) because I want to share my work with the world – whether it goes to small or large audiences. With that will come more edits, but for the time being, I know my story is done and that makes me somewhat sad. I spent many years with these characters and it is like my wife said, it is like saying goodbye to old friends.
So I saved that last chapter until I felt ready to say goodbye. Letting go of Brynn, Finn, Ashe and Hunter was an emotional moment. Those four characters were good friends, trusted allies and exceptional individuals. It saddens me to know that I am leaving them where they belong in their journeys, but I know they pushed me to tell their stories. That last chapter was tough to write, but I ended on a high note (while also setting up future stories with their descendants!) with them, especially Brynn and Hunter, whose love was not only amazing, but also tinged with tragedy.
With those final words between Brynn and Hunter now written, I can finally say goodbye to them and know that they are where they ought to be. As for me, I am meeting all new friends for the next journey in a new and different world.